Hello, everyone. I’m Yuki.
I want to become a person who can express myself in English.
That’s why I will sometimes post articles about myself in English.
In this article, I will introduce about my First love experience in my life.
Why did I write about my love experiences?
Recently, I often discuss about “LOVE” with my filipino English teacher.
Why humans get attracted to someone?
Why do humans fall in love?
What is true love?
Through our conversation with my filipino English teacher, I knew that understanding about “What love is?” , it’s important to look back on my experiences.
Because my experiences had given me to understand about LOVE.
I had two girlfriends in my life until 23 years old.
I will share on my experience about first love and what I’ve learned in this article.
How did I meet her?
When I was 20 years old, I got my first girlfriend.
She belonged to gymnastics club with me and she was my manager.
When my right shoulder was dislocated, I always did stretching and muscle training with her because I couldn’t practice gymnastics.
Day by day, I get attracted to her more and more because we always talk.
But I had knew that she has boyfriend.
That’s why I always feel complicated emotions.
When my right shoulder dislocated for the third time, my doctor said that it is better not to do difficult techniques on gymnastics.
I haven’t been able to practice enough.
So I decided to quit my gymnastics club and focus on studying my major in university.
And I also decide to confess my feeling to her, because I didn’t want to regret anymore.
Actually, when I was a high school student, I had an experience that I regret too much.
I had a crush, but I didn’t tell her anything.
And finally I knew she’s interested in me.
But that ship has sailed.
So I confessed my feelings to her.
After a few months since I quit gymnastic club, I met her again.
Because I knew she had broken up.
And I tell her my feelings again.
Then we become couple.😊
I don’t know if it’s good or not to become a couple after a few months since the “break up” generally.
But some people thought it’s bad and give us negative words.
Day by day, we hear rumors especially her.
Negative thinking always haunts us and hurt us from negative people.
I always tried to change our mind to be positive, but it’s too difficult.
That makes us too exhausted.
But finally time makes it resolved.
We made many memories. I was very happy to see her smile.
Finally, our relationship continues 14 months and we broke up.
Why did I break up?
About the reason I broke up.
One day, suddenly she send me message.
“Why are we together?”
I couldn’t answer the question.
Because I must always do experiments in my lab until night from morning everyday, so I was very busy.
And she had many things that she must do, so she was very busy too.
we couldn’t meet each other almost.
Our relationship become weaker.
We talked about how do we become like before.
But finally she suggested me to break up.
I didn’t want to give up, but I realized that her mind never change.
So I accepted it and our relationship end.
What did I learn or how my mind changed?
I learned many things and my mind has changed.
I fulfilled when looking back the experience.
Because I could experience that I felt too sad and too happy emotions.
In the experience, I felt too sad when my girlfriend was negative.
I straggled to change our mind positive.
When she was positive and I could see her smile, I felt happy too much.
That’s why I become a person who always think that I want to make important people happy.
It also makes me happy too much.
And I thought that to make those person to be happy I need much time to spend with them.
In the future, to realize that, I need to earn money without my time.
That’s why I started thinking about how to earn money without my time.
If I can do that, I can spend my time to the special people like my future family.
I got the purpose of my life through this experiences.
I thought I want to build my own family and make them happy in the future.
And my motivation become clear.
Never regret a relationship that has ended.
If it was good, then that is WONDERFUL, If it was bad, then you have EXPERIENCE.
I will share about my second love in my future article.hahaha